You have listened to many famous motivational speaker, have read lots of book that advice you and how you admire them , not only that but you love sharing those things and acknowledge with your peers. You advice them like a actual motivational speaker but then why don't you advice and motivate yourself? I know you love talking to yourself but then why don't you talk about the things that need to be spoken and important to you?
You spend your present thinking about past and planning for future but forgot to live in present. And you're trying to live in present by compromising both past and future. That's when frustration and anxiety start. Almost the past you recall are negative and the future that you're planning makes you more stress than normal.
People will take advantage of your existence and pull your leg to let you down but that doesn't mean you have to wait for them to pull you up again. The expectation of getting help from someone isn't what make you feel save but standing up for yourself is what makes you strong.
I know it's hard to survive between life and dead. living a life isn’t easy. And when you fell into a trap of words like depression, anxiety, fear, anger and desire. We don’t feel like living. Sometimes you feel like the whole world is against you. They don't want you anymore. They have list of things to blame on you. But that is not the end of your world because once Michelle Jackson said that, “ I don't care if the whole world is against you or tease you or saying you're not gonna make it. Believe in yourself. No matter what."
Lots of uncertain things would happen. You will have to face different obstacles. sometimes you will failed and embarrass yourself. A great man said ,“ If you don't fail you're not even trying to get something you never had, you have to do something you never did." Not only that even jack canfield says don't worry about failure, worry about the chances you miss, when you don't even try." Fail is not a poor word or powerless but it is the first step to become a successful person. People don't even try to understand the meaning of fail or failure that's why even now they don't know what means to fail and to accept it with pride.
Don't be afraid to broke down on the things that once you have loved. Don't be afraid to fail, to fall and to rise again. Life has no rules on you but you have to bring rules in your life. Make Rules that doesn't feel like rules. Rules that free your heart to follow your dreams. Rules that makes you feel comfortable. Don't be afraid to dream big because only dreams has wings. When you're not okay then don't try hard to be okay. There's no reason to pretend okay when you're actually not okay. Lets be honest to yourself because you can't lie to your body and mind that you have been living till now. Cry as long as you want because you're experiencing and expressing your emotions.
Don't compare to anyone, if you do you're insulting yourself. Love your life and enjoy your journey. Wake up early, listen to some peaceful and positive music. Wear what is comfortable to you. Don't try to live for someone, just live for yourself. You deserve the best from you. Don't think too much about what other will think of you. Don't take life too seriously because life is not as serious as death.
TEN~KHA
