What it is like to wake up early when the rest of the world are in deep sleep and dreaming?
4 Am in the morning, The way I see the world is different than what I saw. The atmosphere is occupied by a fresh air and the cold wind. The sky is filled with a millions of midnight starts, the bright side of moon. The sound of chirping birds, the conversation between dogs barking, creepy noises and the unknown sound of silence.
Looking out of the window, covering my body with blanket, listen to the sound of silence or sometimes listening to music. The cold temperature and the dark shadow of my room, little do I know how to celebrate myself so I light up my string lights and holding a huge cup of tea, not a heavy drink like milk tea or coffee instead a cup of warm water with a spoonful of sugar and adding different flavors of teabag. I like tasting teas as I have been a huge tea lover.
Waking up early in the morning, I heard that most of the successful people are more likely to wake up early as I ? But In my case I'm Wondering if I'm okay with my life as it is or am I still living my life with success? I truly want to spent this early Time with the four corners of my room, thinking about nothing but feeling the moment of not thinking about anything and somehow I ended up thinking about past and can't control my thoughts. Sometimes tears, sometimes joys, sometimes memories and the way it brings peace inside me after happening all.
I don't know the exact reason why I wake up early when I still have time to dream beautiful but my Eyes open and my body awake. Sometimes I go to ride cycle because I'm not confident enough to ride with rest of the world and I like the way I'm not confident enough because empty road is more pleasant than crowdy road. Yet I'm learning skating and no matter how much time I fall there's no one to laugh or to judge me because I'm the only person in that empty street.
I have never learned to sleep early but then why am I able to wake up early and sometimes I realize that I didn’t even sleep the whole night haha not so funny. maybe there's something that is beautiful about waking up early like the way I get to see the shooting star and the fact is I'm not lying, the way I breath in a fresh air and my mind is free from stress and dullness.
TEN~KHA
